Details be Damned by Charlie Surniak

Details be Damned 

           “keep drawing,” I whisper to myself, hunched over the poorly woven canvas. It was always wrong, something was always wrong! The eyes were too small, the hair was too stringy, the arms looked too much like sausages!
          A loud snap echoed in the messy art room. I gripped my pencil too hard again.
          I leaned back and tumbled out of my seat, landing on a pale cream tarp splattered with various dark shades of brown.
          I got up in a huff, tossing the broken stool aside. The painting with my mother’s visage seemed to glare at me in disdain. 
          “keep drawing, keep painting,” she said, “don’t stop until perfection. It’s what I deserve.” 

 

Heartbreak by Leila Plummer

Heartbreak 

My eyes are filled with gloomy skies 

I thought the love was forever 

This heartbreak will only bring a rain storm 

My heart feels like a twisted tornado 

 

I know it was for the better 

But I feel guilty for how it ended 

The day you left felt like a foggy day 

You were my sun, now surrounded by clouds 

 

Now that these sunny days are over 

Someone else will love you. 

Insane by Kayla Parker

Insane

Are their smiles too fake?

Painted on as tricks?

Every word is a lie.

Poison leaving their lips.

They hate your voice.

They don’t want to hear.

Your thoughts fall silent

On unforgiving ears.

Alone in your mind

You’re going insane.

Now you smile and fake it.

Bear your own pain.

Misfits by Aisley Kligge

Misfits

 

Outcasts

we still belong —

ghost boys, little women

the outsiders.

Their history, gone

time out of time.

they go up a road, slowly,

into the wild,

the last Olympians

are gathering blue

 

Letter to Jo March by Caroline Jenkins

(Author’s Note: I am currently writing a fan-fiction of the popular classic Little Women. This is my opening to the novel.)

 

Dear Miss Josephine March,

 

I regret to inform you that Mr. Zacharias is dead. Well, not dead in the usual sense of the word, but rather dead in the sense that he is non-existent. In fact, I must admit he never existed in the first place. For you this will matter immensely. As for me, I’m rather relieved. By this you must think me cruel, but as I invented him, I have every right to dispose of him at my leisure. I must remind you I had very benign intentions in creating him, only wishing to see your rise to fame and my role in it.

You see, once those who know me discover my identity, they forget everything else. And though we were once quite close, time may have forced you into the same mold. Little Women has long since been a treasure of mine, yet it is difficult to navigate a world where everyone believes you to be an exact replica of the character on the page. It therefore is always a gamble as to whether I will be loved, or despised. I know you at least hate me, Jo. I don’t think it to be unreasonable, but misguided. You simply hate me for the wrong reasons. It’s not what you know that matters, but what you don’t.

I’ve hoped that you’d look past your hate, and find that the poor boy who left you is now a good man. One with a level of sincerity and self-awareness he didn’t have before. Because I’ve had a long time to think about it, Jo. And as much as I tried to shrug off my boyish affections, it only hardened into a persistent love. I waited to tell you until you might accept me. I’ve hoped that you’d love me if I changed, I truly did. And maybe that is fantasy, as I’m still not half good enough, but I can’t help it. My eye is on you, Jo, it always will be. I’ll keep staring you down until you look up, and see what’s right in front of you. Because I’m not ready to give you up. Not yet.

 

Love,

Teddy

 

Beth Laurence dropped the letter quickly as if it had burned her delicate fingers. For a moment she thought it might have, but realized her hand was not blackened from heat but from ink. Fresh ink. Collapsing onto the desk chair, she stared at her father’s words expecting it to explode. Was it truly him who had written those words? Her father, who had insisted that her mother was his one and only love? The tears she had been blinking away finally cascaded down her face, from anger or sadness she couldn’t tell. Her entire life seemed to be melting away, while hot rivers scorched her pink cheeks. Father, unstable but firm. Mother, faded memories only existing in stories others told her. And Jo, someone she had always fostered a secret admiration for, but never in her wildest fantasies did she imagine her father was doing the same.

 

Coffee by Lilana Garcia

Coffee

I sat at the café with my head in my hands. Everything was assaulting my senses – the scent of cream and caramel, the chatter of cashiers and customers, the sipping of drinks echoing off brightly-lit walls… it was torture. I peeked at the time stamped on the corner of my laptop screen. 7:30. It was too early for this.

My drink was growing cold. The sweetened foam was melting into the milky brown liquid. That’s fine. I prefer it that way. Bringing the cup to my lips, I took a long sip. I could taste the shot of caffeine mixed with copious amounts of sugar and milk. I didn’t care much for the flavor. It could taste like mud, and I wouldn’t mind. All I wanted was the burst of artificial energy loaded in the paper cup. The rest only served to make each sip a little more bearable.

Before I knew it, the cup was empty. The rest of the café didn’t seem nearly as overwhelming anymore. The rising sun’s harsh light didn’t give me a migraine. I sighed with relief. Thank God for caffeine. I got up from my chair, threw the cup into a nearby trash can, and approached the barista behind the counter.

” I need another drink.”

 

Maybe I’m not really being brave by Peyton Emerson

Maybe I’m not really being brave

 

It’s easier to be brave for others

Than it is for yourself.

Why is it easy to do something you’re afraid of

If someone else is involved in the result?

If it’s for them instead?

 

Maybe it’s because suddenly the pressure isn’t on you.

Instead, you’re just a vessel,

A representative at the stand commanding attention their way,

Able to be used by another fearful soul – no –

By another fearful soul.

 

Perhaps it could be the human urge to act with a purpose

And with less on the line for you

It becomes an easy bravery.

 

But if it’s easy,

Does it still count?

If there’s nothing at risk,

Is it still brave?

Maybe.

Maybe not.

 

The Fisherman and the Bird by Claire Dziwulski

The Fisherman and the Bird

A man stood, waiting for the giant man-eating catfish, Cory. He was standing on the edge of his boat, gazing out over the water. He had been waiting there all day, and not a single tug on the line. He was there, looking, and listening. But soon, night began to fall, and he still had no luck.

“Perhaps I should just give up.” He said, beginning to pack up.

He was about to restart the motor to head off, when three birds came flying overhead. He stopped and watched. One of the birds flew lower and landed on the steering wheel. The bird peered into his eyes and began to speak.

“No Jonas, you mustn’t give up. What you need to catch any fish is patience. You should try it, but if you don’t, know you have been warned.”

With that the bird flew away into the night. Jonas pondered what the bird had told him, and he took out his fishing line, and cast the lure back out to the water. Jonas waited, waited for a tug on the line. He felt a yank on the rod, and suddenly from the water’s depths, the lure along with a fish, came flying out of the water and onto Jonas’ boat.

“I’ve caught Cory!” Jonas exclaimed.

He looked down at the monstrous catfish, and smiled.

To himself, Jonas thanked the bird for giving him the advice about being patient. Without the bird, he would not have caught Cory the catfish. Jonas gazed down at the catfish again. He grabbed for the lure that was latched inside her gills. Jonas removed it and lifted the catfish up over the edge of the boat. Jonas decided to throw her back into the water.

“Goodbye Cory the catfish!” Jonas waved over the water.

As he began to head home, he believed that Cory’s fin waved back.

 

The End!

 

Pieces by A Elizabeth

Pieces

Pieces,

Peices,

Pices,

Peaces.

Past,

Present,

Future,

The Unknown.

All of us,

A form,

A mass,

A me, a you.

From grasses as tall as I can reach,

To deep seas crashing below my feet,

From where the sun eats,

To where the stars sleep,

We look to collect,

Something to reflect,

A web, a color,

A piece.

We are all reaching,

For a piece.

Pinky Promises By Natalie Alascia-Dittfurth 

Pinky Promises

By Natalie Alascia-Dittfurth

He hasn’t said a word yet and I already know he’s insufferable.

Across the table, Prince Elioenai pins me with a look, lips tilted with the ghost of a smirk. I keep my gaze trained downward and return to picking at my food, too irritated to eat. He’s been staring at me for the entirety of dinner, yet he seems too cowardly to speak with me. But I don’t mind that.

I just wish my betrothed would look anywhere else but at me. Excellent first impression.

“Princess Lorelei,” King Ander says, “Would you tell us more about your beautiful kingdom?”

I hadn’t been listening to the beginning of this conversation, but the question tells me everything I need to know. “There’s not much more to tell, Your Majesty.” You don’t need to know anything else.

“What about the forest? I’ve heard it is enchanted, with creatures and magic of all kinds.” Well, look who finally decided to speak. ”Is this true?”

My eyes snap up to meet turquoise ones. A snide remark is dying to leap off my tongue, but I must bite it back with a soft smile, like I’ve done my whole life. “I have never been to the forest. I cannot answer that.”

The prince leans forward at the edge of his chair, a strand of umber hair falling across his brow. Hanging onto my every word. ”I have also heard of a sorceress of sorts living in your enchanted forest,” he continues, lifting an eyebrow. A challenge.

“I do not know what you speak of. There is no such sorceress in our kingdom,” Father answers for me, and he visibly stiffens in his chair. I school my features into not showing my disdain towards the prince, or the fact that I notice how pointed his questions are. Not that hiding what I feel really matters. He wouldn’t care. I have no control over what my curse makes him feel.

“Well, then,” Elioenai says, taking a sip from his glass. “I guess I will have to find out for myself.”

I do not know how I will bear being with this man for the rest of my life. Truly. We are pawns in whatever game our fathers are playing. Forced to marry for the political benefits. An alliance. The wedding will be the equivalent of a peace treaty, only with my vows instead of the king’s signature. This is not how I should be spending my life.

“Lorelei, Mother hisses in my ear with an elbow to my ribs. “Be nice.”

I am not sure when this evening I have failed to meet that request, but I straighten and plaster on a brighter smile anyway. And he’s staring at me again.

His eyes stay on me through the rest of dinner, and I annoyingly cannot decipher the intention behind them. I could have charmed him without knowing. He could just be interested in me. He could hate me. All I know is that I only feel up to giving him the satisfaction of eye contact twice. No one at the table addresses us, letting us start a conversation of our own and get to know each other. The only thing we’re starting is to get on each other’s nerves. Even if he’s already been doing that for the past hour.

This dinner could not get any worse.

Just as I think I can’t take any more, the plates are cleared and I am escaping to my room for the night. My heeled shoes click on the marble flooring as I stride through halls adorned in fine paintings and tapestries, illuminated by sparkling lamps. Right before I take the last turn to reach my rooms, I am forced to a halt. A rough hand clasps around my wrist.

Maybe it could.

Elioenai pulls me into a side corridor, one I curse myself for forgetting of its existence. “Let go of me, Prince,” I sneer, my attempts to yank my arm free proving useless. His grip is ironclad, a silent message that I am not going anywhere until I do as he wishes. So I stomp on his foot, shouting a plea of help to anyone who can hear me. He has no right to touch me, to drag me around my own palace, to—

He pulls me against him in the shadow of the unlit hall, startling me in a way that I wish it didn’t. His lips brush the shell of my ear as he murmurs into it. “Quit squirming and be quiet.”

“Don’t tell me what to-”

“I know about your curse.”

I am stunned into silence. My blood runs cold. My heart drops. No one but my parents and I know. He can’t know. How could my secret have gotten out?

He takes my choked gasp as a sign to elaborate. “You can charm anyone to do your bidding. With a glance. A smile. You make people fall so deeply in love with you that they would die for you.” His grip on my arm impossibly tightens when I try to step away. “Isn’t that what you were doing just now at dinner?”

I swallow. He is correct about my curse, how I have the unnatural ability to attract people. A lovely gift from the sorceress to my parents for reasons left unknown. But he cannot seriously believe I was trying to charm him tonight. If anything, I was trying to discourage interaction. “I don’t have control over it,” I say lowly, wondering if one wrong word will leave me dead. “It’s not my fault if I-”

“How fascinating,” he snaps dryly with a roll of his eyes. “Now, I need your help.”

“Help? What could you possibly need me for?” We’re not even married yet and he’s already demanding of me.

In the shadows, his vibrant eyes are like a flame in the night, standing out against the rest of him. Dark, wavy hair falls freely in front of his eyes. “You’re doing it again.”

If I wasn’t locked in his grasp, and knew how to without breaking my wrist, I’d have punched him in the jaw right about now. “How many times do I need to explain that I don’t control the curse? And how do you even kn-”

“That is my business. All you need to be concerned with is helping me.”

“And what makes you think I would help you?”

He tilts his head and frowns, as if considering a thought. “Not sure. Maybe the fact that I would tell my father and anyone else willing to listen what you can do, little charmer.”

Little charmer. I stomp on his foot again, and this time he grunts and loosens his grasp enough for me to pull out of it. I spin on my heel to make a run for it, but I am tugged backward almost instantly—by his boot stepping on the hem of my dress, I deduce from a glance over my shoulder. “What is wrong with you?” I hiss through my teeth, yanking my peach colored gown free before it tears.

“Plenty. But maybe one less thing, if you help me.”

I scoff, “Why am I so important to your little plan, Eldorian?”

“Because, you are.” He smirks, tilting his head to the side. “This is going to be an insufferable marriage if we don’t learn how to help each other.”

It already is an insufferable marriage.

“So, will you help me?”

I glare at him, shattering the last piece of the mask I’ve struggled to keep on all night. Deciding to help him is a blind bargain. He could be sacrificing me to the sorceress, for all I know. I’ve heard town rumors. I never trust anyone I first meet, especially someone who pushes and pulls me around like a toy. Why would the outcome of assisting him be good?

“What would I get out of this, if I agree?”

“Well,” he starts, taking a slow step toward me. “Isn’t keeping your secret enough?”

“How do I know you’ll keep your word?”

Elioenai sighs and reaches out a fist, though his pinky finger is extended. “I’ll pinky swear.”

He is actually intolerable. “You’ll what?”

His shoulders slump, eyes narrowed in irritation. “Are you actually asking me to explain this?”

“Yes, please enlighten me.” I am in no mood for tricks. Or his attitude.

Again, he sighs of frustration. “Okay, little charmer. Where I come from, a pinky promise holds the promisor to their word. If they fail to fulfill the promise, they will be sentenced to an eternity of serving the other. It’s an old spell created by the queen a couple centuries ago.”

His story about a pinky promise and whatever magic is associated with it sounds so fake I could laugh. And I am not stupid enough to fall for it. “And why would I believe something as ridiculous as that?”

“Because.” He still has his pinky outstretched, waiting for me to do… something. “I’m from Eldoria. The spell originated in Eldoria. If I fail to keep your secret, I will have to do your bidding forever.” His eyebrows raise, voice deep with a seriousness I’ve never heard from him. I let the silence stretch, let him wonder what I will say next. Annoy him, if only to please myself before I give him what he wants.

“Little charmer, you’re going to have to say if you agree or not at some point. I do not plan on staying in this hallway all night.”

“Fine” I scoff. My gaze falls on his hand, his poor finger pointing at me. “How does.. this pinky promise work?”

“You’ve really never made one before, have you?”

“Like you said, it’s an Eldorian custom. Hasn’t reached Lyndor yet.”

His lips twitch. “Stick out your pinky like I am doing, and link it around mine.”

I wasn’t aware that this required physical touch. And I am quite content with him never touching me again.

Nevertheless, I mirror him, our fingers linked for a long, painful second before he breaks away, sealing our deal.

What have I gotten myself into?