relinquish

relinquish

all those bad memories
the ones you dwell upon everyday
cannot come with you
there’s nothing you can do about them now
leave them behind in a burlap sack
tie it up
and toss it into the river
with wild dogs inside
pray the water chills them to the bone

all those you hold dear
hold tighter
they are your raft,
your fire,
and the sum of all your love
love harder

don’t lose your head
don’t lose your breath
but lose your fear
you are not obligated to care
about what others think of you

-s.b.

The Box of Roses

 

Nia Jolivet

The box was in a pile of junk at the bottom of the stairs. My grandmother was ready to donate bags and crates of unnecessary items to the “Salvation Army”. The roses caught my eyes at first sight. There has always been something so attractive about them to me. Maybe it’s their elegance, appearing in places you’d never expect but looking beautiful, nonetheless. Maybe it’s the way their petals fall onto the ground so gracefully, as if that was their destination in the first place. Or, maybe it’s because the focus of the rose is at the top. Beautiful vibrant colors in an incomparable swirl but as you move farther down, you find thorns and rough leaves on a dark green stem. You find imperfections on a petal that remind you of bird tracks running aimlessly through freshly fallen snow or a bleeding marker on blank white paper. The beauty of the sweet quintessential smell of a rose with the pain of pricking your finger on a thorn brings you comfort and discomfort at the exact same time. Maybe that’s the way life should be, comfortable to an extent but discomfort should always be present too. Life always throws you periods of discomfort to test you more than you could imagine but in the end, those formidable seasons of your life make you stronger, just like a rose.

fire & ice

Lucy

In the midst of the heat of a supernova is an odd place for a planet of ice to be formed. And yet, a near-perfect sphere of that exact material found itself a white dwarf to orbit: water underneath ice, sloshing around stardust to form what would, in time, make life.

                                                                The first people called themselves the Jido. People of the ice.

Their language was flowing, graceful, as it swam through the air and built as civilization. Dao, dao was heard. Night. Their planet’s sun was out of sight. Shina, shina was heard. Sky fire. Right where the ice ended and the water began, right at that line where the two met, where life met the sky, where fire met the sky.

If you could understand what the people were saying, you might hear about how once in a while, at the very peak of the cold, two figures appeared on what was called the Dona, ice and fire, where land met water.

Do, goddess of the ice, who crafted this beautiful planet, this beautiful home with her bare hands. Her body, her movements were flowing, graceful as she walked across the ice, dress blowing behind her.

But even such beauty couldn’t keep her out of the loneliness, couldn’t keep the tranquility from turning into stifling silence. She alone could see her sun, and so called upon it to bring her life.

So Na, goddess of the fire, touched down on the planet only to have it melt beneath her feet. She stayed away from the half still frozen and sent Do fire from afar, giving her and her people light and happiness.

                                                                            You might hear how life expanded under Do and her kind guidance, but she still felt the solitude, still lacked the companionship she’d craved. And you might hear about how Na felt just as lonely.

Then, you might hear how over thousands of years Do and Na came to each other for that company, and over thousands of years Do and Na fell in love even on opposite sides of their world. And once in a while, at the very peak of the cold, Na is able to venture to the very edge of her sea and Do her land without risking Na’s heat, her light damaging Do and the ice; without either being hurt by the other.

They were able to touch, finally, after an eternity each time, and the contact sends something wonderful into the sky, so beautiful the Jido called it Shina.

Sky fire.

Just 1 cent

Grace Martin

 

Ice

Freezing

Snow

The only words that swirl around my head

When asked what color my eyes are

Sharp

Deep

A pool

Like 4th of July with my Brothers

Dive deep into the abyss

And rise

Releasing a gasping breath

And swim

 

Molded

Like clay

Into semicircle objects

Amazing the fact that eyes hold our future

What insignificant things they are

Not bigger that a penny

A penny

1 cent

Compared to my tears and memories and happiness

What could it buy you?

Standing at the mall

Begging the person who mirrors my eyes

“Mom” I scream at the top of my lungs

“I wanna make a wish”

A penny

Compared to my sight

My vision

The capsule of my memories

Okay

Portfolio in hand, waiting to hand it in

She had a smile on her face, long gone by now

She’s angry but also anxious

What if they forgot about me

How could they forget

As her thoughts ponder, she begins to feel weary

Sleepy almost

Something is keeping her up though

Ring

She looks to the phone on the front desk

Curiosity being her weakness, she answers

“Hello Mrs…”

“Ms, actually”

Choking back the memories, she keeps listening

“Right, sorry for your loss”

“It’s okay, thank you”

Memories begin to flash and she tries to stop the tears

“We wanted to inform you that you’ve received the job.

However, we moved your first meeting until tomorrow”

“Oh okay, thank you so much”

Despite the exciting news, she couldn’t help the already fallen tears

Her husband wasn’t a memory that could easily be stored away

Even a mention of what use to be caused floods of not only

memories but heartbreak

“We’ll see you tomorrow”

She hung up the phone quickly

She cried for what seemed like hours but was only a few

minutes

As she settled down, she rubbed her kicking stomach

and began to think about her new life ahead

Things were going to be okay.

Collective Biography

This week, we grew as writers by making new connections and immersing ourselves in a creative environment. We spent our time with intellectual discussions and diverse writing opportunities. Encouraged by helpful teachers, we expanded our knowledge of various methods and facets of writing, which improved our technique. With the help of writing exercises and prompts, we learned new skills and pushed ourselves outside of our comfort zones. Our workshops were amazing. We give thanks to Screenwriting taught by Dina Fiasconaro, Poetic Prose instructed by Nate Brown, Fantasy writing lead by Elise Gallagher, Investigation and fieldwork Illuminated by Anthony Moll, Exploration of Identity directed by Christina Rockey, last but not least Responsive poetry enlightened by Austrie Martinez Duarte. These workshops taught us new ways to improve our writing comprehension and collaboration skills by teaching us different ways to write our pieces such as changing the genre you usually write about. We also used the “art-to-art” concept by visiting the Visionary Arts Museum, and had fun exploring the museum together, gathering inspiration, and learning from other artists. A visit from slam poet Lady Brion on Monday and a lesson on public speaking with Austrie Duarte on Friday provided bookends for a week of exciting activities.  Through our teachers, the environment, and our classes, these experiences will help us grow as writers and people in the future.

A Celestial Creature

Harnoor Jagra

 

Gracefully galloping through the thick green grass

Magnificent white mane wavering in the wind

Every step like a carefully orchestrated ballet

Voice as soft as silk

Hair the color of milk

Eyes as deep as the ocean

Leaves a long-lasting impression

Untitled

Julia McCormack

Poetry is like a cat,

Bounding from one line to the next,

Sometimes it’s fluffy, filled with description,

Others it scratches at your heart,

Trying to make sure you get the message,

Like some cats it lies around all day,

Going on in English no one understands,

Some poems are constantly read as if hunting for readers like mice,

All cats need an owner just as the owner needs them,

I suppose that’s why there will always be poets creating new kittens,

Now I must apologize for I fear I have made a lazy hairless cat,

So, go and discover a fluffier one and give it a rub for me.

dancing in the rain

Faith Taylor

I sit alone by the cemetery

Trying to distract myself from reality

The moon looks white and dark, welcoming and scary

And I wonder why I look at all these ghosts and feel no sentimentality

Well maybe there’s a little bit, for I feel a small pang of heartbreak

And as my I lips begin to quiver and my eyes begin to quake

I begin to blame myself, I could have saved her, I could have tried

Maybe if I had chosen not to drink my baby would still be alive.

 

Sunset Seasons

Raenna L. Matthews

           My little siblings and I stampeded up the white-carpeted stairs to the dining room, books in hand. The morning sun shone brightly, and the warm ocean air blew in through the double doorway of the balcony. My older sister, Alyssa, reached out to tickle my little brother, Micah, as we reached the top of the stairs. He dodged behind me, and I toppled to the floor, laughing uncontrollably as the tickle monster attacked me. Alyssa stopped tickling and we raced through the kitchen door to the pantry. I started to climb the shelves to get to the Strawberry Special K (Papa kept it on the second highest shelf because otherwise it was gone in a matter of hours). Uncle Scott reached up and grabbed the box for me, and I skipped to the table to pour myself a bowl. Once I had my bowl of Strawberry Special K and a glass of orange juice, I delicately skittered to the ladder in the hallway. I balanced the plastic bowl that held my cereal on top of my orange juice and stuffed my paperback copy of “The Fellowship of the Ring” into my sweatshirt pocket. Holding my breakfast in one hand, I used the other to balance as I climbed into the watchtower. I set my breakfast and book on the bench attached to the wall, then took a few minutes to admire the three-hundred-sixty degree view the all-around window in the tower provided. I glanced down at the vacation complex the lighthouse building was in, but I gazed long on the ocean horizon, with the wet sand trailing into dry, scorching, bright sand as it progressed toward the pavement. I stared at the glory of the morning sun reflected off the ocean waters. The blue became progressively darker as the water grew deeper. The waves broke in beautiful bubbles of white and showers of salt-water on the sand and on themselves.

           I turned from this alluring view to my breakfast and book. I lay on the floor with my book in front of me, my cereal next to me, and my orange juice still on the bench. Munching on the sugary flakes and tart dried strawberries, I was absorbed into the story.

           After hours that felt like seconds, the room had grown markedly darker. I stood to take in the evening view and check if my siblings were outside. As I gazed down I saw long shadows cast by my sisters and brothers throwing a disc around on the beach. They laughed with glee and fun each time someone threw too far or didn’t quite jump high enough. The light hair of my sisters and older brother shimmered in the twilight, and I could imagine the twinkle in my little brother’s eyes and his serious expression as he concentrated to catch the disc again. They ran about on the still-warm, but no longer scorching sand for several minutes, before my sisters pranced down towards the soft wet sand and salty ocean waves. They splashed in the shallows as the tide rose. Then Alyssa pointed out to sea.

           Following her finger, I watched as dolphins danced and played in the waves a ways from the beach. The sunset glistened peach, vermilion, and rose on the shining water as the wondrous, curious creatures chattered and flipped in the ocean.

           As the evening became twilight, my siblings were called inside for the night; and as the twilight became night, the dolphins retreated to their ocean home. The stars were made visible and the crescent moon grew bright as the sunlight faded behind the earth.